Thursday, April 07, 2011


“People say that I am brave but I’m not
Truth is I’m barely hanging on
But there’s a greater story
Written long before me”

- I Will Carry You, SELAH

Dear Lord hear my prayers,

There are days that I can hardly face this reality. There are days that I pretend it isn’t happening. I allow myself to think for a second that if I blink it will be different. But Lord, this is the path that You have chosen for me to walk down. I will never understand the why, but I will be faithful. I will walk this journey.

Dear Lord, please help me to feel you holding my hand. I am falling on my knees begging for Your presence to be my constant companion. I am falling and I need You to catch me. I want to be done with the “whys”.  I want to feel nothing but the promises of a future. I don’t want to fall, I just want to stand tall on this path.

I will rely on the strength You provide. I will face it, I will not deny it. I can do all things through You. I trust in You and have hope in the plans You have for me. Your grace will and has saved me. I thank You for the blessings, and I am working on thanking You for the struggles. I will fight this battle and praise You through it.

I love you Lord.